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It's okay in a day, I'm staying busy, tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder where is he, got so sick of crying so just lately, when I catch myself I do a 180. I stay up clean the house, at least I'm not drinking. Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking, that silent sense of content that everyone gets, just disappears soon as the sun sets.
His face in my dreams, seizing my guts, he floods me with dread, soaked to the soul. He swims in my eyes by the bed, pour myself over him. Moon spilling in and I wake up alone...
Bothers my heart, I'd rather be restless, the second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless. Got this ache in my chest, 'cause my day is done now. The dark covers me and I cannot run now, my blood running cold. I stand before him, it's all I can do to assure him when he comes to me. I drip for him tonight drowning in me, we bathe under blue light.
His face in my dreams, seizing my guts, he floods me with dread, soaked to the soul. He swims in my eyes by the bed, pour myself over him. Moon spilling in and I wake up alone... And I wake up alone. And I wake up alone. And I wake up alone. And I wake up alone...